End Me

from Automutilation by Cruelty Field

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Midnight at dawn
Only you on my mind
Many things have been said
On beauty and why it falls appart
A Thousand years of it's poetry have past
But Nothing seems to last
Everything is lost to the present time
They forgot everything that came from inside
If it's written on paper it fades away real fast
Those recorded on tape never get to see the light
You can't change the world how ever hard you try
Even riots and mass murders just turn it to ash
It's the language we speak that can only divide
Everyone is stupid for trying to look nice
Beauty is corrupted, immoral and vice
For why you want someone it's not the right reasons
You wouldn't doubt that you'll leave them with treason
This betrayal we witness as amusement
Stacked papers in which life is left
Pictures eden didn't wanted
Tucked away
Hidden under the mess
Almost done
Being useless
Empty, cold and lonesome
Starved, mocked and beaten
Merely breathing
Sick with longing
Conscious about denial
Reasons exist
Joy has left
Has been broken
Made to rot
Even when it was intact
It clawed onto
Pledged to remain laughing
Lifted above the skies
And polluted
With smoke of forgotten treasures
Jewerly that lost any worth
Melting gold into the skin
Deeper it goes
And the pencil point
Deeper
Without emotions
A body turns grey
Resembling ash
In a ashtray
Sadness isn't obvious
But suicide is
And will uncover
What nobody sees

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from Automutilation, released March 15, 2019

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